Irony

I need to talk to someone.... bad. I really just want to release all my thoughts and feelings. To not feel pent up inside like I might explode. I know that I have friends I could call up right this moment, they would listen to everything I have to say and then give me their advice. BUT I feel that they might see me in a new light.... judge me. And I dont want that. I almost just want to talk to some random stranger because even if they dont think I'm a good person after everything they have heard, it doesnt matter because they arent in my life 24/7. I dont love and care about them, like I do with my friends & family. The ironic thing is... I started this blog for that specific reason; to express any & every idea, thought or feeling I have. It just turns out that those I care about read this blog from time to time. So if I said everything I want to right now, they would still know defeating the whole reason for this blog. Social Media can be a killer. Nothing is a secret anymore.  So, I will just keep it in and get up the courage to talk to someone soon... hopefully.

Inspiring :)

17 Days Til...

HALLOWEEN is fast approaching.... and I still dont know what my plans are -- or -- what my costume is going to be, YIKES!!!!





So, here is what I have come up with. As you already know, I am IN LOVE with Bridget by Roma's Peacock costume & ringmaster costume....

BUT... both costumes are extremely expensive aka not happening. So i thought, why not just get a different one that wasnt so expensive. Well, I dont really like the others so much.... BOOO! Then light bulb moment happened, why dont I make myself one of these costumes..... (so smart, sarah) Except, I'm not that great at sewing.... I could potentially make the peacock one-- I really think that is plausible, just quite a bit of work. After this deliberation I decided to go back to the drawing board. I scoured the internet and have found more possibilities....

 Wonder Women

Chinese Take-Out   

(this is just funny!)

 Flapper

 Mobster/Gangster

 Sailor

Bunny!!

 Statue of Liberty

OBVIOUSLY, I dont really have an idea of what I want to be... I think some of these options are a bit over done. But what does it matter as long as you are happy & look cute?

Long time No see

So, I know I havent been on here in a little while... October has been a crazy month for me. Family issues, Friends coming into town to visit, Work, Soon to be going out of town to visit a friend..... it just seems like the days are shooting past me at the speed of light. I am NOT EVEN ready for halloween in the least bit, trying to figure out all my plans at the moment -- and still havent decided on a costume. Egh!

Just wanted to say "hi" and I will get back to writing my thoughts down soon!!! Sorry!