Irony

I need to talk to someone.... bad. I really just want to release all my thoughts and feelings. To not feel pent up inside like I might explode. I know that I have friends I could call up right this moment, they would listen to everything I have to say and then give me their advice. BUT I feel that they might see me in a new light.... judge me. And I dont want that. I almost just want to talk to some random stranger because even if they dont think I'm a good person after everything they have heard, it doesnt matter because they arent in my life 24/7. I dont love and care about them, like I do with my friends & family. The ironic thing is... I started this blog for that specific reason; to express any & every idea, thought or feeling I have. It just turns out that those I care about read this blog from time to time. So if I said everything I want to right now, they would still know defeating the whole reason for this blog. Social Media can be a killer. Nothing is a secret anymore.  So, I will just keep it in and get up the courage to talk to someone soon... hopefully.